So today as part of the continued process I have been assigned by God, My sisters in Christ has joined me in a fast.
Today I sit with the surgeon to discuss time tables, process, procedure etc.
Today I get to process this whole thing that up until now I have been treating as nothing major.
I am laughing it off.
I am telling jokes to cope.
I am keeping in good spirits.
I am thinking about it yet not thinking about it.
My husband and kids need me strong.
I have a good support system with my immediate family and my church.
I did not go around telling people what is going on because I am in uncharted territory in my own personal life with this. In my profession I know what is going, it is different when the health care worker is the patient.
Today I sit, today i wonder, today I pray, today I fast, today I praise, even when I am informed of what is to come….
Today I ask that you pray as well, for your loved ones, for those you know, for those you don’t know, for those undergoing their own process.
I will continue to journal my events here…. I will continue for as long as God keeps me in this process…
continued from yesterday’s post The Process