Today is the day… today I will have my procedure.
When I got to church yesterday I did exactly what the lord sent me to do.
I went and went to pray.
I Lay upon his alter and Began to pray and praise him. I had my 1:1 with him at his alter. After I finished praying I went to greet the two visitors of our church.
These new sisters who have been visiting the church said
“The lord told me to tell you this, behind you are two angels, I’ve sent them to protect you, standing behind you I see wings, the wings of the angel protecting you, you are worried, constantly worried. The lord says Stop being worried and let me manifest. Increase your faith. And watch the wonders I can do with you. You have been chosen to lead, because of who you are. This why you lead our children. When this is all over You will give testimony on all of this you are going through because my name will be glorified and you will be healed.”
As the service started up and began I knew the lord was masking waves and working. His name being glorified.
During the alter call my family and I went to the alter. We too need to make sacrifices so the lord can work. Together we asked for prayers for additional strength, we asked for prayers because though we are praying ourselves we know we could also use the support of our prayer warriors.
While we were being prayed over the Pastora placed her hands over the area to be operated on and I felt sudden heat penetrating the area…. she went to the other side and the same thing…. this penetrating heat surging through…. to my right the pastor had his hands mainly on my husband and a finger or maybe two touching my shoulder …as he touched me heat soared through my left side and to the afflicted areas…. the lord was manifesting and his presence was felt evermore.
End of service I was instructed to read today psalm 91.
“Those who live in the shelter of the Most High will find rest in the shadow of the Almighty. This I declare about the Lord: He alone is my refuge, my place of safety; he is my God, and I trust him. For he will rescue you from every trap and protect you from deadly disease. He will cover you with his feathers. He will shelter you with his wings. His faithful promises are your armor and protection. Do not be afraid of the terrors of the night, nor the arrow that flies in the day. Do not dread the disease that stalks in darkness, nor the disaster that strikes at midday. Though a thousand fall at your side, though ten thousand are dying around you, these evils will not touch you. Just open your eyes, and see how the wicked are punished. If you make the Lord your refuge, if you make the Most High your shelter, no evil will conquer you; no plague will come near your home. For he will order his angels to protect you wherever you go. They will hold you up with their hands so you won’t even hurt your foot on a stone. You will trample upon lions and cobras; you will crush fierce lions and serpents under your feet! The Lord says, “I will rescue those who love me. I will protect those who trust in my name. When they call on me, I will answer; I will be with them in trouble. I will rescue and honor them. I will reward them with a long life and give them my salvation.””
Psalms 91:1-16 NLT
If there is anything I want to show the kids and our youth is….
Even when you feel like giving up…. don’t!!
Praise with more passion.
Our faith determines our strength.
Our faith determines our reward.
Our faith determines how the process ends.
Each time it’s a lesson.
Right now it can be painful.
Right now you may want to worry, doubt may wanna creep in….you may want to throw in that towel…. now is not the time and don’t let your fears doubt and worry bring you down.
Your faith is what will keep you up.
This is all a process and God will not give you more than you can handle.
When this process is over:… we are going to share our stories….
We will all be victorious and through that God will be Glorified.
God thank you.
Lord you are good.
Your mercy will indeed endure forever.
You are my light.
You are my life.
You are the reason for healing.
You are my salvation.
I thank you for your blessings and for being the one to be there with me today.
I pray that it’s you that will be operating me using my oncologist as a vessel. I pray that your name is glorified. I pray that you comfort my family while I am getting my procedure as well as give them the strength to get through the day.